06 dec Zaplitanje jezikom: My world does not spin around you

My world does not spin around you

Baby

To spin is to go in circles

And I don’t wanna do the same thing

Over and over and over again

With you in the middle

Static

And held only by hands

I don’t want to clutch onto your hands

With my eyes shut

And teeth buried into my lips

Humming a stopping prayer

Hoping you won’t let go

 

My world does not spin around you

Baby

Earth spinning around the Sun

And it’s own axis

Makes me dizzy enough

My world flows down the rivers

And floats on the seas

And I’ll be happy to let you take a ride

Down the streams

Let you build a cabin on an island

If you will

 

My world does not spin around you

Baby

And I don’t want it to

It would be just fine sitting next to you

Stargazing

Or eyegazing

Because there is a part of the sky

In your eyes

And I wouldn’t mind being lost

In those tiny cracks

Shadows

And freckles

Of your iris

 

My world does not spin around you

Baby

And I don’t need you to take care of me

Matter of fact

I don’t need you

I want you to care for me

Matter of fact

I want you

You and your arms around me

Knowing that I am strong

But that I may break as easily

 

My world stands tall

Although on two broken legs

And I stand, I try to stand tall

Trying not to cut myself

On the tiny pieces of my broken heart

Left underneath my feet

I am one broken heart away

From depression

And depression is so close

To everything else  

And here I am

Healing

In front of your eyes

Even if you can’t see it

Regrowing

Regrouping all the parts

So I could breathe

Without disruption

With you being near by

And all because

The feeling you bring is divine

Breathtaking

I am always one breath away

From confessing my love

And that confession is so close

To everything else

Knowing you

That can be my rise

Or my downfall

It is perfectly fine

If you don’t want to stick around

It is not

To leave me shattered

And if you ask me

Sticking around you

May just be

The highlight of the week

But don’t be confused

My world does not spin around you

Baby

Autorka: Tamara Luna Lav Naumović

Fotografija: zipcy.myportfolio.com