SPECIAL KIND OF LONELY 

Not a day goes by
Without me thinking of you
I mention you in my prayers, too
Because I care for your broken soul
I fear that you’ll stay forever alone
That you won’t let anyone close
And that the great void inside
Is going to swallow everything you are

I fear they won’t understand you
That every coffee will leave
A bad taste in your mouth
And they’ll see nothing but lust
In your eyes
They’ll come and go
Like on an assembly line
Without ever dreaming of
Waking up by your side
Thinking there’s nothing inside
And with each day that goes by
You’ll be burying yourself
Deeper and deeper in the ground

I fear you won’t be strong enough
To fight the cold
And they’ll freeze
Even that little piece
Of your melted soul
They’ll be blind to see
You are a special kind of lonely
And in their ignorance
They’ll try to pull out
That icicle from your little black heart
And the darkness will come out gushing
Spreading over everything
Scaring them away
Leaving you alone again
In your lair

Not a day goes by
Without me thinking of you
I mention you in my prayers, too
Sometimes I swear, sometimes I cry
And you know damn well why

Autorka: Tanja Spasojević Simeunović

Ilustracija: Samotnjak.art

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